Sudah 33 !!!

Usia dunia ku sudah 33 tahun.

Usia akhirat ku tinggal berapa ?

Apa yang telah kuperoleh selama 33 tahun?

Jangan bicara achievement akhirat, karena rasanya kok masih nihil aja…

Sembahyang belum juga khusyu,

Puasa hanya menahan lapar dan dahaga …

Al Quran belum juga termaknai,

Sedekah… apakah sudah murni niat ku ya?

Hanya ALLAH yang tahu achievement-ku di bidang-bidang itu….

Dan sebagai mahkluk hanya berharap, ibadah-ku pada Nya, dapat Ia terima….

Let’s talk achievement di Dunia, then….

Apa sich yang telah aku lakukan di 33 tahun terakhir?

… I Have a very supportive, loving and trusted husband, soooo grateful to have him in my side, alhamdulillah, without him, maybe I’ll be just a housewife or a cruel career woman, he makes me balancing my life, he’s my Imam, my leader…

… Allah has trusted us to have 2 boys, they both are like color pencils that drawing and coloring my canvas of life, without them, my life will be empty…

… I am working now and it has been 10 years, my title is still as staff but my grade lumayan … alhamdulillah …

… we have a small house that fully furnished, and several vehicles to drive you anywhere…

... nggak tahu lagi rasa syukur apa yang harus disampaikan pada-Nya countless for every minute every second every micro time… how Allah has bless me and more and more …